Current mood:

peaceful

burn burn....

Currently Listening Superkala By Course of Nature see related

well. hello. long time no chat.

a lady two doors town from me passed away last thursday night and today is the funeral. i'm not going... it's all the way in pennsylvania. my parents are there right now tho. i would have loved to go. but well... getting the whole family there would be a challenge. on friday my mother and i bought a honeybaked ham and a whole bunch of food platters and other various items and brought it over for them to eat before they left that night. better use of money than to buy flowers. but we did that too. sent them up to the funeral home. sad sad 

the other night someone stole my next door neigbor's laptop and his camcorderw/ tapes of his kids when they were little out of his car. not quite sure why would leave your valubles in your car. i believe the car was unlocked... no signs of forced entry. (duh!) it still sucks nonetheless. my mom is uneasy because the car was in the driveway (we share a driveway with them) and that was a little to close for comfort for her. I have the feeling its a bunch of kids running around just seeing what they could get. there's been a lotta new grafitti around here too. It fucking ticks me off. Why do they have to come into this little neighborhood and deface it? if i ever saw/see who's done/doing this i will not hesitate to punch them square in the mouth. wtf is wrong with people? ... and i just noticed.... one of my other neneighbors has her door boarded up..... it makes me wonder why...

got me a job. finally. at ayers. i tried to avoid it. just because everyone goes there. any many people that do i don't particularly like. but well... a job is a job. i have to work all day on the 4th. kinda sucks... but whatevs.

i wish i could quit worrying. i can never concentrate because i'm always thinking about all the possble ways i have/can still fuck(ed) up. and it's always the stupidest little shit. gah!

i went with my sis to get her tattoo. looks good. but i have realized that my sis is a slut *correction* fugly slut. she's w/ guys left and right. she's trying to "stick it" to my dad. meanwhile she's a brownnoser towards him. it's really not working.  

bumbed into harrison a bit ago. and of course i had a case of diahrrea of the mouth. it wouldn't be me if i didn't.  I asked if I had his number and i said yes. i don't. and i feel like a bitch for not calling.  Most people who know him wouldn’t advise that I get too close to him. He’s quite obsessive. I’m obsessive but he is more than I. He also is a little POsessive. I figure that I could use the entertainment. I have a habit of putting myself in bad situations just to see if I have what it takes to get out of them. but at the same time i laugh at the thought of me even remotely close to having a relatioinship with anyone.

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